Turn To Despair - A Headbangers Blog

2010-12-08T15:32:00.000-08:00

Silverstein lyrics - a piece of mind

2010-11-25T16:04:00.000-08:00

Here to day, gone tomorrow

All my life, I've never felt so strong as when we're all together.
All my days, I've never felt so powerless when you were taken away.
There's no one in this world with so much love and so much passion.
We'll say goodbye, but we won't forget the liberty and fortitude.
Here today, gone tomorrow.
We're saying our goodbyes.
Drive away from the past.
Don't be sad, don't feel sorrow.
The memories in our hearts, I won't forget.

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Red Light Pledge

The ending's the same
Past mistakes that you made
Come back to haunt you, you

I made a mistake, I wish I could take
Back everything that I did
I wanted to tell you, I really did
But how do I explain this?

Promise me you will be there
Until the red light will change
I would wait forever
Promise me you will stay here
Until the darkness will fade
I'd wait for you, you

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Still Dreaming

If you are feeling down, you know I feel it, now.
We give each other strength to make it through the darkness.
You take me to a place I never want to leave.
I'm in my deepest dream, I don't ever want to wake up.
I'll fight till I die, I won't say goodbye, and I won't let this pass me by.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm still dreaming.
It seems like everyday, you're always on my mind.
This is how we stay so connected over space and time.

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Call it Carma

blame it on the weather, but i'm a mess
and this february darkness has me hating everyone
and i know i need your comfort, but this drama makes me sick
and the longer i lay here, i know it's harder to get up
without you
lose another day here
lose another year here
i'm with you

Finally, something out there, that's making sense
and it's just another trend carefully hidden in your dress
and this cycles neverending, and this fashions overdone
and the further that i run away, the further i'll come back
to shelter...

goodbye old friend
goodbye goodnight
i'll move on
you'll call it fate, i'll call it karma
we had our time, it was fun
while it lasted

i'll look back, with honor
and no regrets
i won't be mad, won't feel bad
these memories will never leave me
don't be sad
cause life goes on, life goes on
it's getting too late
tomorrow is here

Why fear?

2010-11-25T15:44:00.000-08:00

Loneliness

So hard to deal with, so hard to control

Emptiness

So hard to deal with, so hard to control

Depression

So hard to deal with, so hard to control

When you're caught it is so hard to get away from

When you've been there it is so easy to return

When you escape it you will do anything to be free

Love

It is so hard to find, so hard to keep

Happiness

It so hard to find, so hard to keep

Warmth

It so hard to find, so hard to keep

When you are experiencing it you wish you always have it

When you have it you're living in a dream world

When it escapes you do anything to go back to it

Love and loneliness

Love and emptiness

Love and pain

Love and depression

Sometimes love is not like a rose

Sometimes happiness is not without pain

It is not easy to be

På tide å legge seg?

2010-11-22T17:26:00.000-08:00

Hvorfor skulle jeg legge meg? Klokken er bare 02.20. Har fri imorgen. Har fri hele tiden.

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Tror at jeg legger meg nå. Det er grenser liksom

Forresten, la merke til at jeg hadde registrert meg som jente på denne bloggegreia. Fant det ut ved en tilfeldighet. Trykket på kvelertaklinken på siden her som lages automatisk og for å se hva som skjedde og den førte meg til profiler som har kvelertak i seg, der sto det Sebastian Gerner - jente. Arg

God natt verden

God natt alle sammen

Hahahahha

Alle sammen............

Verden!!!!

Hvem leser bloggen min?????

Tok kaka der

The unnecessary necessary risk

2010-11-22T12:16:00.001-08:00

Close your eyes so you are not blinded by the light of cleansing.
Hold for your ears so you cannot hear the sound of truth.
Cover yourself up so you are not hit by the power of love.

Shelter yourself.
Because things are not meant to be.

Why risk change?
Why risk failure?
Why risk pain?

The unfamiliar will always be unfamiliar.

So close your eyes
Hold for your ears
Cover yourself up.

What you never know won't hurt you.

So why risk it?

Why should you seek the cleansing light of peace when ignorance is a bliss?
Why do you want hear the sound of truth when the truth might complex the situation?
Why do you want to be struck by the power of love when chance of being hurt only grows?

Why?

Why do you want to see real beauty that surrounds you everyday?
Why do you want to hear the life around you so you know that you are never alone ?
Why do want to find someone to share your joy and happiness with?

Why risk the solitude of emptiness?
Why risk the comfort of being alone?
Why?

Because the sun never stop shining and life is worth living

Forsøk en

2010-11-22T06:26:00.000-08:00

Hei

Nå skal jeg prøve å blogge og det kommer ikke til å gå bra. Dette blir vel en blanding av å ikke ha noe bedre å gjøre, loking, dikting og idiotiske tanker.